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I was always a bit worried about toilets - full of bullying and people smoking. When I started going out to pubs and clubs any trouble would usually kick off in the bogs. I used to look for a cubicle but then the bouncers would kick the door down thinking you were doing something else.
It got easier when I was in a band. It was much easier to piss as we had our own toilet back stage. Anyway, I was taking loads of stuff that tended to stop you wanting to pee, if you know what I mean!
I suppose the final straw was about three and a half years ago when I was on a ferry and couldn't go, even in a cubicle. I went to see my GP and he referred me to a psychologist. There was a long waiting list so I went private.
I had EMDR or Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing therapy. It's based on the idea that the disturbing thoughts or feelings following a trauma can be reduced by having you move your eyes rapidly while reflecting on the event.
After just a handful of questions from the therapist, I was in floods of tears. I realised just how much it had all affected me.
I had three or four sessions of EMDR and it helped a little. I also tried hypnosis and while that put me in a good mood I don't think it made much difference.
In the end, I plucked up the courage to go to a UKPT workshop — I'd been monitoring their website for months — and that made the difference.
Beforehand I was terrified. I wondered if they were a bunch of nutters. As I checked into the hotel I was trying to work out who else couldn't pee. But the week-end worked.
Afterwards I felt absolutely liberated. If someone had told me that after the workshop I'd have been able to pee with someone standing next to me I wouldn't have believed them.
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